This has been on my heart all week, but only coming to fruition today. When you are commissioned to do something by El Shaddai, Jehovah Jirah, the Great I AM, the most high God it will not be wrapped up in a box like Tiffany’s it will most likely come from the Earth wrapped in dirt and hardship, with blue stones and tears of faithfulness. I believe that it is important to stay the course, and not always look for the silver lining, because it may be a color of bronze or copper, just keep your eyes and ears open, because HIS word will never change and the truth will always be the truth.
When I find myself deep in prayer, asking God and HIS beloved son Jesus for answers to questions that I do not know and understand to really increase my prayer life.
Sometimes I may wonder what does this faith-walk really mean? Why am I struggling to meet certain goals? What examples am I truly showing to my children. I believe that I really never truly see what God has for me without faith-filled action of obedience.
I tend to think that massive blessings are coming my way in these desperate times, when things seem to be falling apart in every direction without any cause or explanation for the undue stress, that passes through like an unwelcome storm.
The constant desire to become closer to HIM in times of both happiness and sadness, peace and chaos, and times of overwhelming joy and deep sorrow. This is when my faith is tested, and I must reach deeper to grow closer to HIM in order to truly live in my purpose.
The times when I feel exhausted by life, when I am having several technical difficulties in my business, the times when I just want to throw in the towel!
Lately, I have been feeling undone, unglued, and misunderstood on this life journey. I feel that I am in a room full of people but nobody can hear me because of all of the noise!
This is when I have to push through, pray through, and grow through my circumstances and begin to fight peacefully and gracefully for the breakthrough that is needed to make a change in my life.
God is opening new doors in this season. There is a rattling and a shaking Ezekiel 37:7 happening in the spirit right now!!! Father says that things are coming together for your good!